Quotables

I haven't talked to Seth today, so I'm feeling anxious and a little down. There are also some other personal issues that are just getting to me, (that I should not type in a blog for the world to read.)  I really miss being able to confide in Seth- actually having real conversations. I can always tell him my problems, and he will tell me his honest opinion, which I truly value whether I like it or not. He speaks his mind, and tells it how it is. I can tell him anything, and I could really use that right now.  Thing is, when I finally do get 5 minutes to facebook chat, I want to find out how he is doing, not blab about my problems. Likewise, I'm sure he wants to know all is OK here with the baby, the pregnancy, the dog, and the house. There is just no time for me to talk about things that are bothering me and ask for his opinions and advice.

I just miss him so much. So I went back to this web page I mentioned in a previous blog and looked up some more quotes to try to make me feel better. Although I do not feel any better, but these quotes kinda sum up some of my feelings tonight.

There's nothing weak about worrying, or breaking down. You're surviving a deployment, it's okay to be human.

You're always "doing well" there will be times where everything hits rock bottom, and it seems like you're in the wrong lane, but that's life. Life doesn't stop because you're going through a deployment. Deployments are hard because life goes on when you feel like your world is crashing down. It can and will eat you alive if you let it....but you'd have to let it.

 ...sometimes you have to be selfish and you feel like (sugar) for it, but it's the way it is. Sometimes you just want to be acknowledged that you're going through a hard time too, but that never comes. Sometimes you wonder how there could possibly be any tears left. That doesn't make you weak.
 

Another day is done.